two papers over. social studies and english paper1. for ss. i didnt study whatever tt was testd. i was about to study den i told myself. nvm. can study the day b4. on the day b4. i spent e hours on a topic which didnt even come out! man! my essay was filled with crap!hope my source-aased helps me. el paper 1 shouldnt be much of a problem i hope. hee. tml got a-maths and el paper2. wait. A-MATHS!! EL PAPER 2!! pressure. later still got tuition. however, tml's papers arent as bad as friday's. HISTORY AND PHYSICS> both papers i suck at them. arghh. exams are horrible. they really drive u crazy.

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3:47 pm

today htl mid year exam. hmm.. scary. i took about an hour to complate my letter. and i can say my conclusion for both my compo and letter sux. my paper 2. i spent an hour for summary resulting in 110 wirds instead of 70. haha. paper was so crap. but i got to meet all my frens. those not in the same class as me anymore. gEe. it was great. can talk on and on. hmm. hEe. aft tt went for tuition. by the time i reached there i was dead. gosh! i was sleepy. haha. but hu cares. frm now onwards tution is gonna be 2 and 1/2 hours. instead of 2. but lyk as if it makes a diff. he usually lets us off 1/2 hour later. now i'm at home. fully awake. yet to take a bath. yet to study. hehex.

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8:59 pm

hmm.. dun remember wat happened in sch. oh luwen came back! yeah! got pple to bully. tl class was not bad i guess. it was crappy. we compared the five guys in our class to the 5 in boyz. hee.. tt was cute.. hEhEx. we even name some pple in our class aft pple lyk malgova auntie. and bob galy's mummy. hehe. deepa volunteered to be the mom of bob galy. hEe. reminds me of skulls. wearing black dress. thick make-up. drops of blood dropping frm her lips. and running with a er. broomstick in her hand. hmm.. wonderful sight. should make it reality one day. gEe. so nice. hehex. saturday exam. dunno wat to study. dun even know wat i'm feeling. lala.

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9:50 pm

ok.well. i'm pissed! for the past 3 days. i've been coming online rather often. i juz come online to get rid of all the anger in me. haiz. today my mom invited her uncle frm london over to our house. he came wif his daughter and 2 grandchildren (tasmeen and brendon). ok. hmm.. they're nice pple. but one things for sure. they're leaving singpaore with a bad impression on me. the other day when i went to visit them. i was in a bad mood, 'coz i was too tired. now i'm in a bad mood too. arghh. my brother. haiz. tt guy hates me to the cored. i knew it. he juz hates me. ok. den juz now we argued. my mom scolded me. he started it. he was being lame and childish. but i'm the one at fault 'coz i screamed. ok. i'm at fault! den later my cousins come over. den they tagged the X-box. i;ve got nth against tt. but the thing is.. lionel and sateesh keep playing it. they not onli not let others play they also chase away the ppLe who come to view theier so-called "skills"! arghh.. i'm pissed! i was supposed to study yesterday. but i ended up having house work to do. i'm not blaming anyone here. so i didnt study. when i finally got the time to do e-maths. my brother started doing all sorts of things to get my attention. and worsely. kept constantly toking to me. and whenever he speaks to me. he expects me to lok at him. WAT THE HELL MAN! i ended up onli doing 15 questions in 2 hours. as for today. i'm supposed to do alot of things. sundays. lots of time. but now these pple are here. i'm not saying tt they shouldnt be here. i'm really bored. i've got nth to do. but when i go lock myself in my room. to do work. tts when they need me the most. pam go shop. pam where's this? pam where's that? pam go eat lunch. PAM! PAM! PAM! how i wish pam is dead. during lunch my parents noticed tt i was gloomy. i'm surprised! den my mom asked if my nose was giving me problems. i said "its not as if onli my nose is giving me problem ritez?" they didnt seem to get it. or maybe they juz didnt want to hear it. in fact. my nose is giving me problems. my house is giving me problems. my brother is giving me problems. my school is giving me problems. my friends are giving me problems. my family is giving me problems. my studies are giving me problems. my everything is giving me problems. i am giving myslef problems. I AM A PROBLEM MYSELF!! arghh. i dun think i shud blame anyone but myself for this. i'm stupid. i;m useless. i'm dumb! mid year is coming. and see where i stand. i do no see anything. i doubt i can make it. my o's. forget about jc. can i even enter a poly? haiz. i'm a slacker. i'm HOPELESS!! i havent started revision. i have less than a week. LESS THAN A WEEK! mid yr. then prelims. then O' LEVELS!
the subjects which i predict to do v. badly:
english. lit paper 2. a-maths. physics. chemistry. history. ss.
okok. let me say the subjects i predict tt i wun do badly but not do well either:
e-maths, higher tamil and lit paper 1.
see the difference? i am heading a path filled with doom! yea! pam is going to die. pam is going to die. [note: die here means get myself in deep shit and not kill myself. i'm a coward still.and i dun dare take away my life! ]
its now 3.44pm. and i;m feeling lyk this. hmmm.. nvm. muz be those pre-monday blues. i think i betta go. byebye!

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3:27 pm

gEe. i'm back!! my computer was dowan until sometime last week. and i decided to come online tday. coz i got too bored. haiz. hmm.. btw lets tok about wat happened during the past few days. i had my 5 test items and 2.4 for NAPFA. passed everything! hehe. nth much yea? den wat else. tml is tamil puttaandu. tamil new year. they showing boyz. yea man! siddhart rawkz. he's so cute! ok. they showed it on sautrday on vasantham central. they for some strange reason didnt wan to reveal the movie. but i somehow managed to guess it was boyz. see! i'm smart! hEhEx. but on saturday i cudnt watch it. one reason i was being too tired. another reason was b'coz some pple namely my uncles and granduncles and dad, wanted to watch soccer. at tt point of time, i was hating soccer. i was thinking- wat is soccer? but a stoopid game where pple run aft a pathetic ball. =X i aso tot of other stuffs. but hee.. now i dun think lyk tt. aathira kaaranukku putti maddhu. [an angry man cannot think?!] sorry my translation kinda sux.

today! i learnt how to commit suicide during physics. mr loh said tt u should lean against the lightning conductor and wait for the lightning to strike there. den sure can die! hmm! creative! today's e-maths time practice was relatively easy. hehe. nv really complete. hey.. but completed 50% of the paper k? first time lehz. den went to lot 1 wif luwen. we spent most of our time in popular. hmm.. NERD! hehex. i somehow feel lyk i've got no homework to do. oh ya. suddenly remembered. TML GOT CHEMISTRY TEST! haiz. better go study now! my dad screaming at my brother now. muz go b4 he screams at me! byebye!

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7:40 pm